Ball of Mush or Bowl of Mush or Old Lady Whispering Hush

If I say something to you and you can't figure out what I'm saying or think to yourself "Now that's odd," I have an explanation. I've been listening to In Rainbows and it's bringing out all sorts of stuff. Good and bad. If I hadn't already been given and then rejected religion, I might consider, god, that is. Please don't tell any missionaries.