tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13759064.post112324708506443014..comments2023-03-23T06:46:45.171-07:00Comments on Not for Ourselves Alone: Not a ChoiceJanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13730128838755912940noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13759064.post-1123253696307955762005-08-05T07:54:00.000-07:002005-08-05T07:54:00.000-07:00Tough. I can't say I fully understand what you ar...Tough. I can't say I fully understand what you are going through because I'm not where you are and probably won't ever be where you are. I try and pretend that the expectations I have are pipe dreamish. I fantasize about a relationship that I know could exist but doesn't. If I think or talk about it sincerly, I completely fall apart, crash and burn. <BR/><BR/>At least you are allies. Your enemy is shizophrenic and unpredictable and as long as that is the case, which it will always be the case, you will have a reason to connect. <BR/><BR/>He is very keen on apologies so perhaps if I do that sincerly forever, we will always have a reason to connect.suestewhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07991869940495286141noreply@blogger.com